Sunday, March 27, 2005
stop doing the things you're doing. its irritating, and i can't stand it. arg.
friday was @ han's house. lols. i go there actually zo bo. ahhaha... their project, i duno go there chap for wat. but, still went anyway.. then, as usual.. the dog HAD to be locked. yahs? lol... yap.. then bout 3 plus 4 left her house. i was sitting on a chair just in front of her door when han's sister open the door. guess wat?! the tupid dog ran in like a mad dog. i was so so scared, i jumped onto the chair, hugged my legs and burried my face. then dog was like running around. and i was too scared to scream. i cried la. ARG. shuhan, i hate ur dog! ha.. oh well..
went for easter service @ sis alrites. its real cool. esp the drama. the part where lucifer walked past the disciples and they all fell asleep. real cool. and also the front part. i tell u, chc dancers are like "WOAH~!" hahaha.. i feel so inspired. xD
hmm.. 2 more days.. and i'll get me progress report back. oh well. what's done IS done. nuthing can change it. ARG.
i duno what i reallie want in life. sometimes i will want this, the next moment, i won't want it anymore. my life is IN A MESS. big mess. i will feel like i'm sometimes seriously contradicting myself. i used to be so sure of what i want to do, who i wan to be. the things i'm doing now, seem to be against my thoughts i had back then. everything is so different now. things aren't the same anymore.sometimes i just wish i could just go back to how things were in the past, and live a simple life with my friends and families. just, simply live. i dun wan to come to a point where i am merely just existing.
im indeed a simple girl living in a complicated world. (i came out with this first. cher copied it. lol. trademark hor.. )
` 3:50 PM
lonelynights; i`ll await you*
